Bend over backwards

I have always had a penchant Of betting on men who I knew were indifferent I have always had a pattern Of expecting affection from men who I knew were incompetent and yet I didn’t learn from such disappointments rather I continued to yearn I have always had a preference For men whose minds were…

Survivor/ Victim ?

As I look extensively at my device willing it to work optimally It seems like the break down transpiring is mine rather than the device’s My little bother seems bothered to witness my unfamiliar demeanor My mother just looks from behind the pillars gently leaving a worried exculpatory sigh For she knew and had been…

Contradictory Conundrum

The allure of mystery Concealed behind the tapestry A deep desire for anonymity A tryst between passion and sanity Longing for thrill of the chase Belonging within an impaired appreciation for authenticity, alas dormant it stays Obscure needs shrouded in ambiguity Wanting to consociate yet escaping the same out of fear of inability Oscillating within…

Mental Health

I’ve been having bouts of highs and lows recently I could be beaming and ecstatic one moment And the next moment will have me grappled with depression and anxiety It’s getting eerily easy to be alone now The feeling just is a numb lull that I’ve started to cultivate around The greatest fears I used…

Armageddon of Emotions

Pain once injected in your system never seems to leave, Happiness and  any other  acknowledged antidote  doesn’t penetrate its weave Sadness when creeps inside stays until you bleed, Anger and revenge being treacherous feelings that your soul then feeds When the nervous energy of your anxiety strikes and brings you down, When your deepest fears…