The End.

[ TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE ] I remember that night as clear as day As my mind oscillated on the edge of insanity I will never forget that fateful fatal night It would be the only time when I came the closest to taking my own life (suicide) I remember being overcome with the feeling of…

Survivor/ Victim ?

As I look extensively at my device willing it to work optimally It seems like the break down transpiring is mine rather than the device’s My little bother seems bothered to witness my unfamiliar demeanor My mother just looks from behind the pillars gently leaving a worried exculpatory sigh For she knew and had been…

Closure

A befitting end to a beautiful beginning To close the chapter to an unprecedented story Craving the only thing that seemed out of my reach The torment of tumultuous thoughts seeking an explanation of your breach Countless sleepless nights and days that were marred with the nightmare of your haunting memories Churning within my mind…

Her

I should’ve known it back then The times when I saw you with her The way you spoke of her, the way she spoke to you It all seemed transparent and transient As I felt the companionship of your love become reclusive of the warmth of my touch I should’ve known it back then When…

Letter to the ones I ghosted

Ghosting is a term used for ending contact with a person without explanation Its not a trait that I associate with myself to be honest But over the past few months Amidst the transformative journey my life has ensued on I tend to naturally escape conversations, confrontations and commiserations I’m no longer in pursuit to…

Regeneration of reminiscence

There are certain days that make you feel invincible Like anything that ever had power over you has washed away during its mourning Then there come certain days Those which remind you that you haven’t outlived those dreadful days far behind Today was one of those kind of days The kind that revisits and relives…

toxic tinted glasses

My sister sent me a post today that struck home like a million bolts It said that “when you look at someone from rose colored glasses, its funny how all the red flags just look like flags” As I read it hit home with the force of the untamed sea collapsing onto the shores Nothing…

beginning of the ending

They say the matters of love are governed by the heart Then when does the rationality of one’s mind come into play ? Maybe its when your succinct gut instinct tells you otherwise I should’ve seen the signs or maybe I should’ve believed them when I witnessed your perfunctory deeds Maybe my heart had also…

Vices

I think I read it somewhere a while ago About how Cleopatra captured Julius Caesar’s fancy She only shared happy memories and thoughts with him To make him subconsciously associate the feeling of happiness with her presence When I read this, I was really impressed by her wit But I felt sorry for her too,…

Cheating.

It feels like I am stuck in a dream A zone of inescapable alternate reality The stability of a foundation laid laboriously Seems to have wrenched apart from under my feet It feels like I’m locked within the mirage of your fake promises and deceit Unable to escape the remnants of your deeds that still…