La douleur exquise

This constant gnawing pain coiling inside to be acknowledged and released my heart ached instantaneously hearing the words “I love you” come out of their lips and I wondered about the time you uttered the same words to me I remember vividly the feeling of a pitfall in my gut when I heard you my…

these days,

these days, it’s become harder to breathe deeply as I feel the emptiness I conceal in my chest without you. these days, it’s become harder to feel intensely as the absence of the warmth of your embrace has left me feeling lifeless without you. these days, the imprints of our memories come flashing back like…

disillusion

The world is plagued with the fear of embracing it Our existence, a mere condition sought to be fulfilled by a chanced encounter with the fabled accompaniment projected upon as a savior who would make sense of the chaos and banish all the demons unkempt within you The pronounced truth behind the saying that everyone…

Unfiltered reality of love

The confidante, the comfort, the reliable The unseverable, the unforgettable and the unforgivable All of these words can be employed to describe a lover, a partner, a soulmate But there still isn’t the description of another phase and phrase for a lover The instigator, the annihilator and the ruthless crucifier The sight of such words…

You don’t do it for me anymore

Every moment and word stings like being jabbed deeper into my crucifixion The words and your nonchalance, oh how they whip me into humiliation The act of innocence which requires for you to break me apart and annihilate The ever present presumption of my fault and your ways to subjugate Persevere to bring me to…

Final Goodbye

They say a broken heart is the soul to a poet’s compositions I say that’s the only way a poet truly knows how to abhor the agony A poet, an introvert filled up with bottled  up emotions A poet, an introvert who never had anyone to share and found solace in the company of words…

THE UNTOLD TRUTH

My body was violated My skin burnt and charred with remnants of his evil lust, The wounds sinking deeper than skin The horror of his sinful touch haunting every moment, The fear of his jabbing clutch sinking deep within me Was this all i had become ? A testing tool of his wicked imagination, Scared…

Armageddon of Emotions

Pain once injected in your system never seems to leave, Happiness and  any other  acknowledged antidote  doesn’t penetrate its weave Sadness when creeps inside stays until you bleed, Anger and revenge being treacherous feelings that your soul then feeds When the nervous energy of your anxiety strikes and brings you down, When your deepest fears…

mini tale #1

His arms hold my fears The testimony of the culmination of these fears that I bare on my skin, His eyes redeem me of it all by his calm consideration and care The pain behind these fears.